followed by the email

FAMILY! FRIENDS! i love you all!

i love being here, and i especially love president cooke. for the second sunday in a row, i got the chance to see him. he continuously reminds sister leben and i that we are not alone and that we can call him anytime as we continue to create this YSA group.

we went tracting for the first time last night. we went to an apartment complex and ended up doing street contacting instead of door knocking. sister leben speaks spanish so she was able to talk two separate men about the gospel. we then met jarmaine who is pretty much amazing. i can't wait to go back and teach him. he said he's be interested in coming to our church one of these upcoming sundays and i even left him with a book of mormon before leaving!! best part?! he's YSA age so we don't have to refer him to someone else, we get to teach him! when we met him he was on his way to pick up his aunt from the bus stop which was right across the street. we told him we would wait for him so we could continue talking with him and give him our phone number, a mormon.org card, and the info about our meeting house on sundays. my favorite part was that he came back outside after dropping his aunt's stuff off inside! he was serious about getting that information from us which is so great because we're serious about coming back and sharing the goodness of this gospel.

that Ethiopian family i told you about, the one that made me sooo excited?!?! didn't end up going anywhere. when i called them saturday, the wife didn't answer her phone so i left a message and then the husband and i talked but it didn't go the way i was hoping it would. he kept saying "we have our own religion, we have our own books, we're sticking to what we already know". i asked him if he had read the book of mormon with his family like i committed them to do, and he said no - that ultimately they were just wanting to see what the book of mormon looked like. i should have testified a little more, that is when the holy ghost can really touch hearts. i sometimes worry that i was the reason it didn't work out. that perhaps i said something wrong or failed to say something that would have helped. i have to remind myself though that the spirit will not let me say or do something that ruins someone else's eternal salvation - they have agency and i have to respect that.

some other note worthy things that you'll get details on later (a handwritten letter is coming your way soon): priesthood blessing from elder eyring (the visitors center president). oh boy, did i need that blessing. hispanic heritage night! basically a bunch of hispanics came to the visitors center and danced and sang. it was so awesome. each country was represented and i definitely cried during the honduras dances. i so wish dad could have been here. and extending my very first commitment to be baptized (he didn't say yes, but he also didn't say no!) turns out i'm a lot more bold and assertive than i realized. like, i knew from dance company experiences that i could be assertive in getting things done, but here it's been like woaaaaa!

THE VISITORS CENTER IS AMAZING! i cannot wait to show you this place!!! i'll tell you more about it later!

the story of how we became an online proselyting mission: (this all happened before i left on the mission and right before that day we found out they would be online proselyting). so elder little had some personal revelation about using facebook. he felt dumb at first, because we weren't authorized to do so yet, but his companion at the time convinced him to call president cooke anyway. president cooke had to again decline the request but elder little asked him to call headquarters in salt lake. and he did. we basically became an online proselyting mission because of that single phone call to headquarters. we weren't set up to start for quite some time, but it was fast tracked because of that phone call. what a testimony builder to revelation and being called exactly where one is meant to be! i know that i can really help move the online aspect of missionary work forward and i'm really excited to get more involved with that. i encourage you all - especially my blog friends - to really use the internet to share the gospel. it's not hard to type a little testimony or even pin a simple quote. just think of all the people you can touch because of that one little post or that one little pin. DO IT! OPEN YOUR MOUTH BY TYPING WITH YOUR FINGERS!!

sister leben and i were invited to attend the stake mission coordination meeting (lucky us! that's where we got to see president cooke again!). we were the only sister missionaries which was pretty cool. my very favorite topic came up that night - blogging! i got to stand up a few times and testify that blogging is really an amazing tool when it comes to sharing the gospel. it's possible that workshops will be created at some point to help ward members utilize blogs and facebook - and perhaps i will get to be involved with that! the online proselyting thing is so new that i'm not sure exactly when these sort of things are going to kick off, it's still in the beginning stages which is so exciting for someone like me! i get to be involved from the very beginning! i get to see it grow when i get back home - i'll get to CONTINUE teaching! did you know that missionaries use facebook to teach actual Preach My Gospel lessons?!?! and people back home can be included in the conversation as a member present! i can't just randomly add someone though - it has to be someone who can really help the investigator and share something that will really provide a conversion experience.

our food situation still sort of stinks. the YSA group is so small that when we sent around a food calendar we had like one sister sign up. aaaand guess who didn't get to grocery shop today? this girl. it's hard because sister leben and i eat sooo differently so we end up shopping at different stores which means this week i get to eat pb&j sandwiches, eggs, and oatmeal. i do have some quesadilla (sp?) stuff too though! mac & cheese is gone :( i bought some at the store last week and ate them so fast. they are just so good and so quick for the missionary life, especially when i have to eat at the visitors center. oh how i wish i could just go out to eat or have mom's homemade everything. daniel is the YSA representative for our YSA group. his family has been a MAJOR blessing. we were called last minute to attend that stake mission meeting last night so we just asked daniel (who had earlier invited us to eat lunch with him) if we could tag along for dinner (he was also attending the meeting later). his family let us in on such short notice and fed us the best soup of my life (okay, not better than mom's, but i was starving and craving real food so bad). there was even green beans and a lot of ground beef and i loved it so much. i think heavenly father is blessing my taste buds. i even drank milk without hating my life!

i wasted a mac & cheese and wanted to cry. i took it to the church building on sunday to eat for lunch and turns out that microwave didn't work and i had already opened my mac & cheese and poured the water on. worst thing of my life. that mac & cheese is my saving grace! thank goodness sister leben packed quite a bit of her food and was willing to share. she's such a good person. we both struggle with communicating well though, so that's been tough. 

keep sending letters! they make my day! i'm so sorry that i have been the worst writer in the world, i literally have no time to get any letters out besides the ones i send to mom and dad which are more of a journal entry than anything else. 

i can't thank you enough for the support and the prayers, especially the prayers. missionary work is hard (they weren't kidding when they said that). it's worth it though. maybe not entirely yet, i'm still really struggling with some things, but i know that in 18 months i'll beg president cooke to let me stay forever.

LOVE, sister rowley

first some photos

we got a new car!!! but then we forgot to put a parking sticker on it for our apartment. we walked outside and it was gone. they towed it over night but so far it looks like the church is going to pay for it.

these donuts were heaven sent. i was having a really bad day and we had a long night in the visitors center (hispanic heritage night). they even had a maple bar! and yes i had half of another donut... told you i didn't have a very good day. also, i LOVE sister busath. we were roommates in the MTC.

we had a zone sports day today for p-day! and that exclamation point is coming from the girl who hates sports. we played kickball and soccer and it ended up being really fun. beats exercising at 6am in the gym. i hate doing that during the week - i'd so much rather wait until i'm awake to exercise.

my MTC faves, sister fifita and sister busath. i love being a small mission because it means i get to see them often. perks of also being a visitors center sister.

 

this is sister graff - my visitors center district leader. i LOVE her. she has helped me through soooo much and is just the sweetest. if i remember correctly, she's from arizona. | sister leben - my companion.

the Visitors Center!
Mormon.org center

     

then we have our wall of prophets. i've used this one - when teaching the Ethiopian family. it's a really good tool when teaching the restoration.

     

letter [first area]

Thurs. 10/18/13
First of all… sorry to anyone that has not received a letter from me. There is NO FREE TIME. [After a few frustrating days] things were a little better today, but starting from scratch [with the YSA ward]  is hard! We haven’t done any “real” missionary work yet. Still just trying to get in contact with Bishop, YSA representatives, and Stake President. 

Hardest part of living away from home = MEALS. I never thought I would say this, but I miss the MTC food. Today’s greatest tender mercy: Daniel, the YSA choir representative calling us just at the right moment, asking us if we had dinner plans. I was just eating strawberries and had already started my PB sandwich. I put my sandwich in a baggie and ran out the door. He bought us Wendy’s and I loved every second of it. I wanted to cry because I was so hungry. I am counting down until Monday when I can finally do some grocery shopping. Because our area is brand new, and not even a ward or a branch, we haven’t had any offers for meals so that makes this whole food thing even more stressful.

I feel so unorganized and often unproductive… it’s been amazing to take a step back and see how much the Lord is blessing us in our lives, even though on paper we look like the world’s worse missionaries. I’m so grateful for a mindful Heavenly Father who blesses missionaries in such simple ways. I really do love my companion, but this whole new area / new YSA thing has been hard. I discovering that exact obedience is a lot harder when you are in a companionship. Perhaps it just takes time. I think everyday just gets better and better – Sister Leben and I are getting to know each other and create a good routine.

I love President and Sister Cooke. I can’t wait until the next time I see them. I love them so much. President is HILARIOUS! I didn’t expect that from him. He’s the neatest. Sister Cooke too!

We are allowed one hour a day for FB. We cannot message, like posts, or anything like that. It will be used for keeping up with, and teach investigators. 

Sat. 10/19/13
I am so tired. Some days are harder than others, and today seems to be a particularly hard one. It’s not even 9am and I’m already in need of a nap that I will never get. I have my first [official] shift at the Visitors Center. I’m excited and think that I will finally start to feel like a real missionary.

-Sister Rowley

an email, little tidbits, & some photos

[EMAIL]

FRIENDS & FAMILY!

i'm typing this from the visitors center computer! i LOVE it here. i feel so honored to be a visitors center missionary and can testify that there is a special spirit in this place. there is currently a gorgeous art exhibit displayed here  that depicts christ's life as a child - the "in-between" stories we don't read about in the bible or anything. it just reminds us that he was a real boy and a real man who did normal things with his life too. i want to say the artist's name is rose? i forgot.

sunday (yesterday) was our first day in our new area - the seneca singles. it's a group - not even a branch yet - but we had about 30 young single adults attend (more than i was anticipating!). the best part of that day was when president cooke showed up. he came to support me and sister leben in our efforts with this brand new area. it was so wonderful to see him and to know that he is here to help, the lord is here to help, and that even though it has felt like it a few times, we are not left to do it on our own. he was asked to share his testimony in that meeting and i was just so grateful to be there to hear that. i don't know what i did to be so blessed... this mission, this gorgeous part of the world, my mission president and his wife, working with all the senior couples and elder eyring & his wife! ahhh! i am just so blessed!

sister leben is great, i learn a lot from her. she has taught me (by example) how to pray more specifically, to really talk to my heavenly father on a very personal level. 

i really wish i had more time, but i don't. i love you all so much! pray that we get some offers for meals! 

LOVE SISTER ROWLEY!

[TIDBITS]

an insert from the email we got from president cooke…  ELDER NELSON! IPADS! MISSIONARY WORK!!! i love DC and i absolutely love president and sister cooke.

This past week, Sister Cooke and I had the wonderful opportunity to be taught by Elder Russell M. Nelson and other authorities alongside other Mission Presidents in the North Atlantic North East area. We learned about the hastening of the work. Much emphasis was put on developing our relationships with ward mission leaders, bishops, and stake presidents. It was reassuring to know we are on the correct path, especially as we enter the online arena of proselyting. Happily, we are scheduled to receive iPads and iphones for all our missionaries by the end of November. What an incredible time to be serving a full-time mission as we enter into a digital, and therefore global, mission field.

letter home:

it's a short one today, but i just wanted to let everyone know how much i love them and how much i appreciate their support. i wish i had more time to write, especially to everyone who has sent me letters or emails. i love you all soooo much! i send snail mail to my parents often, so hopefully those get posted on the blog so you can keep up.

[PHOTOS]

MTC VC sisters | sis. welch = best MTC teacher | DC temple | again
again | again | beautiful fall colors | my trainer: sis leben
area map making | my VC tag with flag | loading up on groceries | day planner
apt. living room | my walk-in closet | my bed | my desk

sister rowley1

First email from dc

I'M HERE!!!

DAD!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! WISH I COULD BE THERE TO HUG YOU!

i love dc. soooo much.

president cooke and his wife are absolutely amazing. they weren't kidding when they said this is the best mission in the whole world. my trainer is sister leben from germany! germany, mom!! she's amazing. today has been pretty crazy though. i need  you to write me letters that include simple/fast recipes and how to pick stuff (produce) out in grocery stores. all letters and packages should be sent to the mission office.

washington dc north mission
11700 falls rd.
potomac, md 20854-2823

send everything there and then they forward it to the visitors center for me! so you'll never need to update my address.

we were assigned to work in the moville seneca area. i honestly don't really know what that means, but that's our area. SINGLES WARD! thing is, it's  not even a ward yet. not even a branch. they're calling it a "group" so our job will be basically what we did in the singles ward at home, but the in-actives and non-members outnumber the members. it's crazy, we're starting from absolute scratch. our area book is entirely empty, everything is new. crazy  huh?! we just tried calling the bishop - no answer - so we sort of have no where to begin right now.

today has been crazy. technically we're not supposed to email right now, p-day ends at six, but sis leben said it's necessary that i email home. i ate breakfast at the mission home and i've had two granola bars since. i'm starving...

tell me about  your phone call with president! he told us he called all the parents last night. i can't even begin to tell you how amazing president and his wife are. how did i get so blessed?!?!

we arrived at the airport, were greeted by president, wife, and a few missionaries. we then took the metro and were asked to place a book of mormon. i was terrified and certain that it wouldn't happen for me. i then ended up talking to a woman, and my intro was that i get motion sickness so don't be weirded out if i'm like staring at you (she was sitting backwards) - i just needed to look out the window so i didn't get sick. we ended up talking and i ended up giving her the book of mormon, a mormon.org card, and also got her email address so i can follow up.

p-days are going to be mondays. so i will email  you again in a few days!

also, i think i might be allowed to blog for reals once i get settled and start working with facebook!!!!!

final mtc letter

Our p-day this week will be Friday (the 11th). We get to go to the temple!! Seriously can’t wait! I haven’t taken everything out of my suitcases yet because I don’t have enough hangers. Whoever wrote online that we don’t need hangers lied!

We went to temple square this morning. It was weird driving past our freeway exit and walking around such familiar grounds. I still didn’t feel homesick, so that’s good. I did crave every single restaurant we drove by though. CAFÉ RIO!  We didn’t spend a ton of time on temple square today, but Saturday, we’re there from 3pm-8pm. We will be split up from our MTC companion and will be trained by a temple square sister. Our visitor’s center teacher, Sister Welch, served in DC! I love her already. I have been very blessed with amazing teachers here.

We just had our first “mock” visitors center meeting. I am once again feeling stressed and doubtful. Never doubtful of being here or serving a mission, but doubtful of my own capabilities and again, my ability to speak by the spirit. My perfectionist personality really gets in the way here. I keep raising the bar too high and expecting myself to immediately to be good at this. I know this takes time, effort and help from the Lord, it’s just frustrating when everyone else seems to be doing so well. I’m still struggling to sincerely love my companion. We are so different and the age difference makes it even harder. Maturity levels are a little different. It’s funny that I’m so open on my blog with complete strangers all the time, but opening up to her is super hard. I don’t like that it’s so forced. I’ve never been one to just meet someone new and lay out my while life story for them. Companions will definitely be one of my biggest challenges as a missionary – but I think we all new that would be the case.

We’ve been learning a lot about the Atonement here. We had the opportunity to hear from Elder John M Madsen (Emeritus) last night. He told us that the Atonement is not part of the gospel, it IS the gospel. He also said that true repentance is more than coming unto Christ, it’s becoming like Him. He also mentioned that when hands are laid on your head for a priesthood blessing it’s just as if the Lord’s hands are on your head. Essentially, Christ laid his hands on me and commissioned me to preach His gospel. Again, I am reminded as I’m writing this, that the Lord will NEVER leave me alone. He will help me do His work if I but rely on the Atonement. The Atonement means way more to me now than ever before. Not only are my sins taken care of but my personal weaknesses as a missionary and companion. Elder Madsen also said that at the heart of all temple ordinances, is the Atonement of Jesus Christ.

Our Elders all left today. Elder Low and Christensen left Tuesday for Colorado Springs and Elder Hanson and his companion, Elder Naumdon left for Australia this afternoon. I actually really miss them. Who knew 18-21 year old boys would be so cool? I learned so much from them.

Well, I know why I was called to serve in DC. We started online proselyting last night. IT’S AMAZING! When people log on to Mormon.Org and click “chat with missionaries” that’s me! Sis. Holland and I talked to a young girl who is the only LDS member of her family… we also spoke to a guy from India. I love that we get to help members and non-members through chat. I also love there are so many resources at our fingertips. Hands down, my favorite part of being a visitors center sister.

Next letter… from DC!!!

she sounds great

We got the phone call this morning.
Sister Rowley called me and we conferenced in dad.
The three of us spoke for 25 minutes.

It was great to HEAR her voice.
To LISTEN to her joys and frustrations.
To reassure her.
To TELL her we love her and that we are so very proud of her!

temporary hold…

as Sister Rowley is preparing to leave the MTC (early tuesday morning),
we want to remind you to put on (temporary) hold, any letters or packaging you plan on sending.
she will not be receiving any more mail at the MTC but she will send
an address update as soon as she is settled in DC.

Hold on…. here we goooooooooooooo!

a few photos…

I am certain that I am breaking several of Kylee's, err, Sister Rowley’s blogging rules

Here are a few of the photos (unedited… rule) 
from the MTC that I have received (without permission to share… rule)

But I cannot help myself. I am a mother, after all.

her desk for the last two weeks | yep, she is a missionary | missionary shoes | vending machine ice cream♡
Provo temple grounds | first package [greenie] | marking up scriptures | Washington DC Sister’s

sister rowley

Post conference letter [mtc]

Those priesthood stories about Honduras sisters! Made me think of dad and just how awesome missionary work is! I suspect dad cried a little bit.  I know I did.  But what's new, I cry every day here. 
I loved how Elder Hales  talked about the first  general conference and that it was held only two months after the church was restored. ONLY TWO MONTHS!  That spoke to me about the importance of general conference.  It's such a blessing, which I've  felt in the past, but I feel it even more so, now that I'm a missionary that teaches people that God loves us, restored His true church on earth, and  gives us modern day prophets.  One of my favorite lines from Elder Hales address: “the greatest blessings of conference come after it has ended and we live  what we learn.” Obviously I didn't get it in his exact words, but I love that thought.
Elder Soares talk on meekness was great. Anything that includes Christ-like attributes is worth listening to.  I loved that he said it is our duty to try to be perfect, to improve with each new day. 
Sister Stephens was great - something that I have felt very strongly about, especially after going through the temple.  I'm so grateful for the power, protection, and beauty that comes from the temple.  When she mentioned that partaking of the sacrament is to not only to renew our baptismal covenants, but all covenants we make  with God, my mind felt illuminated.  I can't wait to take the sacrament again next week.  I also can't wait to go back to the temple.  Normally we would have gone today, but it's closed because of conference.  I think we get to go next Friday.  I'll miss having mom by my side. 
Wasn't Elder Dube amazing!  I could just envision dads remarks about how cool he was. “Stand close together and lift where we stand.” I loved that for so many reasons: members & missionaries must work together and likewise, I must learn to work better with my companions.
President Uchtdorf is always my favorite. Always so many one liners. And, I loved Elder Bednar’s perspective on tithing.  So, basically I loved all this Saturday morning talks. 
This family choir!  I don't remember ever seen that before!  So neat!  As we were sustaining all of the leaders of our church, I was thinking about how this must have been the way that the grand council in heaven was. Where we all gather together and feel so much love for each other, agreeing to God’s plan. It was just cool to think about and it made me realize that heaven is so near to us on earth.
Elder Holland! totally made me think of grandma and grandpa. and also helped me realize that I need to be more patient with grandpa. I thought back to the night I got set apart and how hard he tried to say something. He’s different, but I still love him – I hope he knows that. And hello…. NieNie. Pretty sure I was the only one in the room crying.
Ballard was my favorite today, but it might be because I’m a missionary so it relates to my life perfectly right now.

Loves
Sister Rowley

letter 2 [mtc]

FRIENDS AND FAMILY!

love you! all of you! thanks to those who wrote letters, they make all the difference. i think i've reached that pivotal point here at the mtc, i still get nervous when i teach and i always feel under prepared, but i'm learning to better teach by the spirit instead of focusing on teaching the exact doctrine we studied.

we had in-field orientation yesterday and i loved it! it took nearly all day long, but it was so great. it really helped reduce the stress that i sometimes feel when thinking about leaving the mtc and doing all of this for real. we got to break out into different groups and have different instructors. remember when we took pictures of ashley and her husband in provo mom? her husband was one of my instructors! 

sometimes i forget that there's a real world out there, that my friends and family are still going to school and work and that byu games are still happening, and apparently a government shut down?

i had a really neat experience last night. we had a substitute teacher, brother collier, who went over with us the doctrine of christ. we then talked about teaching by the spirit and did a role play in which he played an investigator that he found on his mission but was unable to teach. his name was nick. brother collier told us to go in prepared to teach the first lesson - the restoration. i started panicking half way through because we still hadn't taught the restoration, but i learned SO much from that experience. brother collier challenged us to only speak up if prompted to do so by the spirit. i felt kind of annoyed that we hadn't taught anything about the restoration yet, and still hadn't spoken up towards the end. we ended up addressing repentance with him, and then taught him that god loves him, how to pray (he prayed right then and there!) and then we taught him a little about joseph smith, apostasy, and the book of mormon. at the very end of the lesson i felt prompted to bare witness of the truthfulness of the book of mormon and challenged him to read it. i felt that scripture description of the holy ghost. that overwhelming burning in my heart... i knew FOR SURE that what i was saying in that moment was true. listening to the spirit is essential in teaching. he is the teacher, not me. and thank goodness for that, because he knows a lot more than i do!

yesterday we talked about how the lord knew where i was going to serve and when from the very beginning of time. i love that. being here is exactly where i need to be. i love this gospel and i love everything i'm learning and feeling. i feel the spirit every single day and cry pretty much every day too. we watched THE COOLEST video clip last night with a map that shows how the church has grown and expanded over time. it reaches a certain year and then BAM! sooooo many temples and branches! what was so neat was that it turned white after that, after one dot popped up where a temple was built that dot would turn white. slowly but surely, this world is being prepared for the return of our beloved brother and savior. cue crying sister rowley.

i just love it here and love the lord. i even love the challenges i'm facing. i wish i had more time to write, but i don't. i'll write real letters to those who have written me. to those who have't DO!!! please! send me real letters or dear elder letters so i can read them this week!

love you all!!!!

- sister rowley